So I got a job at Stevens. Dramatic reduction in hours of free time. But it's good for me I guess. I have to do my homework. And I'm really working to make a difference in my lack of productivity, since my mother basically wants to disown me because of it.

I'm somewhat restless. I know exactly why. But the question is...

Paranoia or intuition?

I've asked it loads of times, but to no avail of an answer.

I just don't want to lose people anymore.